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[May. 17th, 2005|09:47 pm] |
Yet again...more fun quizzes
What You Really Think Of Your Friends
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Dustin is your soulmate. |
| You truly love Nikita. |
| You consider Paulo your true friend. |
| You know that Livia is always thinking of you. |
| You'll remember Kailey for the rest of your life. |
| You secretly think Jenny is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. |
| You secretly think that Aurora is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. |
| You secretly think that Kendra is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Kendra changes lovers faster than underwear. |
| You secretly think Mandy is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Mandy has a hidden internet romance. |
ahhhh creppy most of it is sooooo true!
Your Seduction Style: The Natural |

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen. Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people. You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find! People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast. |
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You Are A Realistic Romantic |
You are more romantic than 60% of the population.

It's easy for you to get swept away by romance... But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective. You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line! |
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[May. 16th, 2005|08:25 pm] |
You Know You're Brazilian When.... |
You didn't know anything about bills until you came to the US.
You still wear speedos to the beach or pool!
You like Guarana better than Coke.
If someone tells you to be at a certain place at 1:00 pm, you don't show up until 2:30 or 3:00 p.m.
You know who Xuxa and Pele are.
Your entire family goes to grandma's house on Sundays for a big family get together....even when you guys see each other everyday.
You can name at least 30 novelas and 10000 actors/actresses.
BBQ means steak, sausage, chicken wings, pork, rice, farofa, molho and beer.
You are the loudest person in the room.
You got a Brazilian flag hanging from your car's rearview mirror.
You travel to Brazil and instead of taking a suitcase with all your stuff, you take presents for the entire family, the dog, the neighbor, not to mention the old/used clothes that you take just in case someone needs it.
You live in Florida, New York, New Jersey, or Massachusetts.
You leave your house spotless when you have people coming over.
An ideal woman is a woman with small breasts and a big butt.
You understand & speak Spanish, but when you say a word in Portuguese no one understands you.
You can dance.
Your jokes are always about Portuguese people.
You take soccer too seriously.
You go to a birthday party,and you can't leave until you take that piece of cake home.
You know what Capoeira is.
You know a lot about Samba and Pagode.
You`ve studied the history of almost every country.
You eat rice and beans at least 7 days a week.
Your breakfast consists of milk and coffee, bread with butter,and a piece of cake.
Everyone thinks you're everything but Brazilian.
You know who Os Trapalhoes, Turma da Monica, Zico, Caetano Veloso, Tom Jobim, Elis Regina, Ronaldinho, Jo Soares, Cazuza, Gilberto Gil, Silvio Santos, Roberto Carlos, Ayrton Senna, amd Carmem Miranda are.
You go to a bar and ask for salgadinhos with guarana.
You are so used to corruption that nothing surprises you anymore.
You know how to play dominoes and cards.
You dont care about raceor color. And once you come to the US, you realize what racism means.
You have a sense of fashion.
You wear slippers..a lot!
You know how to play volleyball and handball.
You always taking pictures everywhere you go.
You know what it's like to buy liquor without an ID.
You know how to party, and if the party isnt over after 5am...its not a party!
Any holiday...being it official or not, is an excuse to stay home from work and take a week vacation.
You know what feijoada and pave are.
Your favorite drink is Caipirinha.
You dress up to go to the supermarket.
You spend a entire day at the beach.
You are too friendly.
You're proud to be Brazilian - and you pass these jokes on to all your Brazilian friends! |
OMG SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TRUE lmao
You Are 55% Normal
(Somewhat Normal)
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While some of your behavior is quite normal...
Other things you do are downright strange
You've got a little of your freak going on
But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself |
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You tend to be a stubborn lover, holding your ground in every argument You take your time falling in love. You aren't the type to lose perspective. You are loyal (to a fault), and you require the same loyalty in your sweetheart. At your best, you are a wise and inspiring partner - who sticks around. |
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[Feb. 15th, 2005|04:22 pm] |
You Are 21 Years Old |
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Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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[Aug. 11th, 2004|01:04 pm] |
LMFAO ahahahhahaha this one made laugh lol |
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[Jul. 13th, 2004|09:25 am] |
ABOUT YOU Your full name:: Renata Sapienza Age:: 14 Height:: 5'5" Natural hair colour:: Brown Eye colour:: Brown Number of siblings:: 1 Glasses/contacts?:: i lost mine lmao... Piercings:: 6 Tattoos:: None Braces?:: Not yet:( gettin them this summer...poopy lol
FAVOURITE Colour:: Black, white Band:: Yellowcar, dashboard confessional, slipknot Song:: rough draft Stuffed animal:: Anything cute Video game:: ummm.....i dont play video games TV show:: The O.C., Simpsons Movie:: Torque Book:: speak...dont member whose it by lol my bad:P Food:: french fries! Game on a cell phone:: snake CD cover:: Yellowcard-ocean avenue Flower:: Red Rose, sun flower Scent:: Men's colonges [ Axe, Nitro, Gravity.. ] gotta love that! ahahah Animal:: boxer puppie! Comic book:: dont read comic books Cereal:: dont eat cereal lol Website:: VF, fotolog Cartoon:: simpsons....x-mean evoluiton lol..stupid i know..laugh it off lol
DO YOU Play an instrument?:: used to...i dont member how to lmao Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: fuck no way Like to sing?:: no Have a job?:: i wish! Have a cell phone?:: yes Like to play sports?:: yes:D:D i'm a bif sports freak ahahahha Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: Yes Have a crush on someone?:: Yes Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: yes my whole life lol Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: No, as crazy as this sounds..we only have 1 lol Have any special talents/skills?:: i dno? Excercise daily?:: yes Like school?:: Yes, love the ppl...but hate studying lol
CAN YOU Sing the alphabet backwards?:: No Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: umm sometimes Speak any other languages?:: Yes Go a day without food?:: Yes Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: Yes Read music, not just tabs?:: nope Roll your tongue?:: Yes Eat a whole pizza?:: I never really tryed! ahahah i usually get sick on the 4 piece LMAO
HAVE YOU EVER Snuck out of the house?:: Yes Cried to get out of trouble?:: every1 did it when they were kids rite? Gotten lost in your city?:: Yep Seen a shooting star?:: nop Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: yes Had a serious surgery?:: No Stolen something important to someone else?:: umm i dno...dont steal (anymore) lol Solved a rubiks cube?:: No Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: Yes...god i already lost count fo how many times:P Cried over a girl?:: Yes Cried over a boy?:: Yes Kissed a random stranger?:: yes Hugged a random stranger?:: Yes Been in a fist fight?:: Yes Been arrested?:: No Done drugs?:: nope Had alcohol?:: Yes Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: ew..no Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: Yes Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: no Swore at your parents?:: nope im a good girl hahahaha jk Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: Yes of course Been in love?:: Yes Been close to love?:: Yes Ran over an animal and killed it?:: no..poor thing! Broken a bone?:: No Gotten stitches?:: yes! Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: thats just pointless Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: No Made homemade muffins?:: no Bitten someone?:: Yes Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: yes More than 5 times?:: yes Been to niagra falls?:: No Burped in someones face?:: no..i dont burp...that gorss and such a turn off! lol Gotten the chicken pox?:: no
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU Brushed your teeth:: This morning Went to the bathroom:: ummm...this morning i dno Saw a movie in theaters:: long time..i saw paycheck at the cheap sits...well i didnt watch it exactly i was inda busy..god know with wat ahahahhaha Read a book:: i dno Had a snow day:: ummm Had a party:: 2 years ago Had a slumber party:: Never Made fun of someone:: Always Tripped in front of someone:: today lol Went to the grocery store:: ummmm a long time...bout 3 weeks ago lol Got sick:: rite now Cursed:: 5 seconds ago
PICK ONE Fruit/vegetables:: Fruit Black/white:: Black Lights on/lights off:: depends TV/movie:: Movie Car/truck:: car Body spray/lotion:: body spray Cash/check:: Cash Pillows/blankets:: Blankets Headache/stomach ache:: Headache Paint/charcoal:: Paint Chinese food/mexican food:: Mexican Food Summer/winter:: Summer Snow/rain:: Rain Fog/misty:: Misty Rock/rap:: Rock Meat/vegetarian:: Meat Boy/girl:: Boy Chocolate/vanilla:: Chocolate Sprinkles/icing:: Sprinkles Cake/pie:: pie French toast/french fries:: French Fries Strawberries/blueberries:: Strawberries Ocean/swimming pool:: Ocean Hugs/kisses:: hugging while kissing lol Cookies/muffins:: Cookies Wallet/pocket:: Wallet Window/door:: Door Emo/goth:: Goth Pink/purple:: Pink Cat/dog:: Dog Long sleeve/short sleeve:: both Pants/shorts:: Pants Winter break/spring break:: Spring Break Spring/autumn:: Spring Clouds/clear sky:: Clouds Moon/mars:: Moon
FRIENDSHIP How many friends do you have?:: enouf! What are their names?:: if i name them all i might forget some1...so..how bout NO?:D Do you have a best friend?:: Yes, Carlos and Nikita Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: Yes Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: umm i dno...prolly even Have you ever lost a friend?:: Yes Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: yes! soo much fun:D:D Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: he looks like..um.... a tomato...no1 knows if its a fruit or a vegetable Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: Yes Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: showed up with flowers, chips and chocolate and drinks when they were upset!:( Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: umm...being there for me and loving me! Do you miss any of your old friends?:: Yes What friend have you known the longest?:: Livia Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: Yes If so, what is it?:: Being a Bitch How often do you spend time with your friends?:: Every now and then. Do any of your friends drive?:: yup Has a friend of yours ever died?:: Yes Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: going back to a ide at the ex 5 times because a hottie kept talking to us! lol..hey at least he got a break and came wqith us to have some fun lol n by fun i mean..go on ride and joke around u sick perverts:P jk What do you think your friends think of you?:: i know that nicky thing im really pretty, nice but bitchy...fun and cute lol...and that i'm a good friend cuz i never leave her hanging when she needs me! but then again...this is wat friends r all about rite?
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP Have you ever been in love?:: Yes If you have, with who?:: secret hahahahaha Are you single?:: No Are you in a relationship?:: Obviously If so, for how long?:: 2 days LMAO Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: Yes..but sometimes good people get stuck with assholes! :( What is your idea of the best date?:: amusement park! ne1 wanna win me a big stuffed bear hahahah JK What was your first kiss like?:: cute How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: 11 Do you think love is a load of shit?:: sometimes Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: ummm i dno If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: Yes Have you ever been dumped?:: nope Have you ever dumped someone?:: yes Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: i dno
WORD ASSOCIATION Slippers:: Soft Hat:: Hair Hard:: life Free:: Happy Space:: Personal Taste:: Tongue Good charlotte:: plz...for god sake turn it off lol Red:: Blood ew Deep:: problems Heart:: Love Cord:: song Cheese:: yummy in my big fat tummy hahahahah Rain:: fun, making out hahahaha Work:: Sucks, but at least you get paid Pedal:: Bike Head:: thoughts Bed:: sleep Fluff:: snow Hardcore:: life styles Race:: Car Knife:: scars Jump:: Off
I.... am:: a girl. want:: carlos need:: friends crave:: freedom love:: few ppl...but i like every1 that likes me ahahaha hate:: sluts...myself did:: Bad things feel:: like a rolercoast that has no end miss:: brazil...friends am annoyed by:: Myself, sluts would rather:: go back to brazil am tired of:: making happyness depend of some1 that doesnt depend of me will always:: care
SILLY STUFF What is your favourite genre of music?:: pop punk...metal What time is it now?:: 9:53 A.M. What day is it?:: July 13, 2004 Whens the last time you called someone?:: yesterday How much money do you have right now?:: in cash? ummm 80 bucks lol Are you hungry?:: No Whatcha doin?:: Listening to dashboard confessional and doing this pointless thing lol Do you like parades?:: No Do you like the moon?:: Yes What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: ummm...meet dustin at the bus stop lol Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: sure...wat ever floats your boat If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: make problems disapear, bring happyness to others and myself Have you ever had a picnic?:: Yes Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: No What about sock em boppers?:: No Are you wearing any socks right now?:: No
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE funny?:: sometimes pretty?::no sarcastic?:: Yes lazy?:: sometimes hyper?:: Yes friendly?:: when im not in bitchy mood evil?:: haha yes smart?:: no strong?:: Yes talented?:: no dorky?:: Yes
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know) high:: taccy skip:: umm..rora dance:: kay lonely:: nicky pen:: wtf...ummm flower:: rora and kay.. ahhaha we got caught stealing some flowers ahahahha that men was mean:( window:: :-S psycho:: ME! brain freeze:: carlos orange:: ummm sassy:: :-S jelly:: ummm
FOR OR AGAINST suicide:: against love:: depends drunk drivers:: Against airplanes:: fot..i love them lol war:: Against canada:: umm for? united states:: Against rock music:: For gay marriage:: For school:: For surveys:: For parents:: depends when they're being assholes against but whne they're nice for lol cars:: For killing:: Depends Who britney spears:: Against..plz some1 kill her lol coffee:: Against pants:: For
WOULD YOU EVER Sky dive?:: yes Play strip poker?:: depends Run away?:: no Curse at a teacher?:: Yes Not take a shower for a week?:: umm i do that all the time...lmfao no im kiddin ew that sick! hell no Ask someone out?:: sure Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: No Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: Yes Go scuba diving?:: i already went lol but ya i'd go again:P Write a book?:: Yes Become a rockstar?:: i'd fail miserably but i'd try lol Have casual sex?:: umm
LAST QUESTIONS What shampoo do you use?:: i really dont care..so y should u? Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: umm never? What kind of computer do you have?:: we made up this comp!:P What grade are you in?:: 9 going into gr 10 :P Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: FUCK YESS!!!! Or just make out?:: Yes How many posters do you have in your room?:: a few How many cds do you have?:: a few What time is it now?:: 10:07 A.M. |
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[Jul. 9th, 2004|09:55 am] |
Stole this From Jamie...who stole it from TACCY! lol
You-
Full name: Renata Sapienza Nicknames: Nata, Nappy, Nata Tomata hahahaha Age: 14 Gender: Female Sexuality: hetero Height: 5'5"-ish Weight: Erm. 120 lbs Eye color: Brown Hair color: Brown In a relationship: nope
your thoughts on-
Love: scary, but fun, you only find it once and you NEVER get over it! War: pointless...ya so wat? u kill people....so wat ur gonna tell ur grandchildren? Ya im proud of mudering so many INNOCENT PEOPLE Homophobes: can fuck themselfves! and burn in hell....world's a better place without u! Religion: none Drugs: never:P Drinking: haha...gotta love that! Suicide: easy way out! painful to others that lvoe you! Cutting: did it once...never doing it again! i just gave myself scars i didnt need! now im stuck with it FOREVER Cameras: piccy? huh? where? -looks confused- (camera clicks) Nata-Aww i looked like a retard! Mandy-u always look like a retard:P haha gotta luv that gurl! Makeup: hides ur true beauty! but i guess it's fun to wear it and feel pretty! too much of it jst looks FAKE, and stupid!
What comes to mind-
I love you: thank you;) hhahah jk You spin me round: weeeeeeee more more mroe hahahahah Your ugly: Ya well live with it! and if you dont like DONT FUCKING LOOK AT YOU BITCH Your pretty: aww thank you...-looks suspicious- WAT DO U WANT lmao Summer is over: no more sleeping in! awww....gotta kill those bastards(teachers) Ratting sites: if ur pretty awesome cuz u only get high scores... but if ur ugly like me....-sigh-
You did this last-
Watched a movie: dont member lol Talked on the phone: yesterday! Called some one in your home town: yesterday Called some one out of your home town: A long time ago. Cried: last night! You missed some one: right now-sigh- You wanted to live: Right now!
Favourite- Friend: Jamie, Carlos, Rora Memory: every single one with my best gurl!....all the shit we did together! Food: umm....my mom/dad's food YUM... gotta love some tipical brazilian food rite?:P:P Drink: Sprite, Cream SOda and coke Color (s): black, white Song: vanilla sky- unfriend / slipknot-spit it out/ dasgboard confessional- vindicated/ yellowcard-only one and rough draft Object: My computer/ cell phone Time of day: Nighttime Word: Bumfucker, sexxi, pretty-ful |
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[Jun. 13th, 2004|02:26 pm] |
| xx_nata_xx's LJ stalker is blackgloss! | | blackgloss is stalking you because you said something bad about them on your LJ. They are also mentally deranged! |
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[Jun. 13th, 2004|02:22 pm] |
> WARNING | | na_ta is radioactive. Wear protective clothing at all times. |
From Go-Quiz.com
wow my first lame ass lil quizzes or w/e this is lmao! enjoy! |
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[Jun. 5th, 2004|10:30 am] |
______What is your favorite_______ [x]gum: spicy cinnimon [x]restaurant: Earls [x]drink: Cream Soda/ vanilla coke [x]season: SUMMER [x]type of weather: sunny with some wind [x]emotion: when u feel loved!! [x]thing to do on a half day: go out and play sports..hang out with friends of my puppy lol [x]late-night activity: causing trouble...partying [x]sport: handball [x]city: Winnipeg [x]store: west 49/ bootleger
_______When was the last time you_______ [x]cried: about a week ago [x]played a sport: yesterday [x]laughed: at 1 in teh morning (today) [x]hugged someone: yesterday [x]kissed someone: hmm about 2-3 weeks ago [x]felt depressed: last week [x]felt overworked: yesterday [x]faked sick: 2 months ago [x]lied: hmmm about 3 days ago when i told nicky tenner asked me about her lol
_______What was the last_______ [x]word you said: mow [x]thing you ate: pie [x]song you listened to: Pollyanna-northstar>> such great song lol [x]thing you drank: orange juice [x]place you went to: Bryan's house.... he's got a new puppy sooo cute! [x]movie you saw: hmm....lord of the rings the two towers....pedro has the dvd [x]movie you rented: i dont even kno...
_______Who was the last person you_______ [x]hugged: chris [x]cried over: dustin [x]kissed: irl: dusrin [x]danced with: jay [x]shared a secret with: kay and manny [x]had a sleepover with: nicky [x]called: nicky [x]went to a movie with: nicky [x]saw: cheaper by the dozen lol [x]were angry with: Carlos [x]couldn't take your eyes off: my super sexy buddi CARLOS:O god his hot lol [x]obsessed over: my puppy and sports!
_______Have you ever_______ [x]danced in the rain: yes [x]kissed someone: yes [x]done drugs: nope [x]drank alcohol: yes [x]slept around: no.. [x]partied 'til the sun came up: yup [x]had a movie marathon: god yes... [x]gone too far on a dare: what is the point of a dare if ur not gonna go far? [x]spun until you were immensely dizzy: yes [x]taken a survey quite like this before: no sry i have a life..... im jst bored right now that the only reason y im doing this shit here
_______My life_______ [x] name: Renata [x] gender: female [x] birthday: august 31, 1989 [x] relationship status: single [x] occupation: school
_______Play_______ [x] i'm feeling: excited.. [x] i'm listening to: zero two zero - northstar [x] i'm doing: listening to music and doing this stupid and pointless thing [x] i'm talking to: carlos [x] i'm craving: strawberries with melted chocolate on top OMG....sooo good [x] i'm thinking of: how point less this thing is [x] i'm hating: the fact i cant have WHO i want
_______Love_______ [x] love is: scary... [x] my first love: no one... [x] my current love: no one [x] love or lust: ...umm.... [x] best love song: hanging by the moment- lifehouse [x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: nope... [x] when love hurts, i: i dno..never been in love... but im guessing i'd shut down, and push ppl i like away from me....i would want to be alone...wouldnt want help!! [x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: no
_______Opposite sex_______ [x] turn ons: sence of humor...looks help... [x] turn offs: selfishness [x] do your parent's opinion on your gf/bf matter to you?: hell no! [x] what kinda hairstyle are you into?: spiked hair...mohawks r hot in some guyz...BLACK SPIKED HAIR THE BEST THING EVER [x] what is the sweetest thing a girl/guy can do for you?: let me know they r there...and that their not giving up on me!! [x] where do you go to meet new people?: hmm...i dno it jst kinda hapens.... [x] are you the type of person to HOLLa and ask for numbers?: hahah if im REALLY intrested in the person....
_______Picky picky_______ [x] dog or cat: dog [x] short or long hair: both.. [x] sunshine or rain: sunshine [x] hugs or kisses: BOTH [x] summer or winter: summer [x] emails or written letters: both...but written letter r more sweet and cute! lol [x] playstation or nintendo: dont play videogames! [x] car or motorcycle: I WANT A NASARAKI NINJA ahhahha i LOVE both [x] house party or club: club [x] sing or dance: dance!! [x] freak or slow dance: BOTH
_______Lately_______ [x] how are you today?: good [x] what pants are you wearing right now?: short shorts and a tank top [x] what shirt are you wearing right now? white tank top! [x] what does your hair look like at the moment?: good... [x] what song are you listening to right now?: can't stop- red hot chillipeppers [x] how is the weather right now? sunny... VERY NICE [x] who was last person i talked to on the phone?: nicky [x] last dream i can remember?: i got killed by people i love! [x] who am i talking to right now: carlos [x] what time is it?: 10:55 a.m.
_______More about you!_______ [x] what are the last four digits of your phone number?: 9133>> my cell's last 3s [x] if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: black [x] have you ever almost died?: yes...got into a car crash when i was a baby [x] do you like the person that sent you this?:yES I LOVE MYSELF lmao jk |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2004|07:11 pm] |
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grr....has such a weird/bad day... except for "TEEN TALK" lol that was hilarious.. the condon race....LOL.....omg....Octav is hilarious....anyways...i got nothing to say....lol....i had a shitty day... mandy wasnt there and we got yelled at when we were stealing flowers from ppl's yards LMAO...got a headache....and my parents still pretty pissed with my brother...and they're taking it out on my:(.....oh well it's not like they haven't done it before!! |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2004|04:48 pm] |
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Yay i got my grad dress.... nicky slept over... i had a good time until he started telling me my msn name was about him.... which..it isnt....he says he doesn't want me to let go of my dreams...like.... i don't think he realizes HANDBALL isnt one of them ANYMORE....it used to be...when i was good at it...you know what... my parents are right...sometimes you do have to give up on what you love...because you realize....it's not gonna take you anywhere in life! and as hard as it is for me to accept it...i HAVE to!! I don't even know what i want from life now that i think of it! oh well...things are going ok...just really missing him...:'( i wish he could be here right now...I want him on my bed if y'all know what i mean lmao jk...i just want o hug him...and hear his voice!! i want i want i want grr always about what i want...there's my selfishness talking over me again!! :( i shall go before i start being even more selfish... buhbye |
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[May. 31st, 2004|08:05 pm] |
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okay....why when i start to learn how to live without him.... he "comes" back.... and wants to "HANG OUT" why do I fall like a little kid that doesn't know any better? I know he's not serious about me...and still i pretend that he is and that he wont hurt me this time, like today when i went home he told me to go to school, and it was kinda in a rude way, and after he laughed when i told him i couldn't go over at 8 p.m.!! grr manny tells me he doesn't deserve me.... but it's more like I DON'T DESERVE HIM!! he is 200 times better than what i can get!! like i'm not mature enouf, i'm not funny....i'm just plain retarded...you know what it is stupid to fell this way about a guy...i never do...like i'm so used to not trust guys, and not get "attached" to them...but with him it's just so hard...grrr okay... i do realize I'm just being stupid about it...grrr....you know what...I'm over this shit..... who even cares?? god... how stupid am i? i just wish things weren't going to bad right now... like with my parents and shit... and once again HE IS THe ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS ABOUT IT.... god... why do i trust him sooooo much when i know im gonna get hurt? |
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